this song is about self destruction outside of mutilation and drug abuse. the sound clip is gabe from the office. I was trying to go for a super famicom meets gallhammer-style sound.
lyrics
I kept saying it. There are more important things than your feelings, but this is too much. I should give up before I break; before I'm too beaten to take what comes to me like a man. I won't stand. I'll just keep laying there sobbing. I can't relive it; how I was when we first met. I won't forget that I couldn't admit I was worth it and let you have parts of me I wanted so bad. but no, I would have been dumb. I was young. Still that's not how I was crazy. Silenty, I invited you to hurt me. I swore not as an excuse to blame you. No, you can blame me.
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